Delicate Time

I laid in bed, watching my fan for a good 15 minutes, just go back && forth, feeling the little bit of air every time it passed me. I felt nothing. I feel nothing. Maybe it's called emptiness? Maybe it is just all in my head? Or maybe it is just me finally realizing that …

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Finding Strength

Struggling to keep my composure. Struggling to not think about you, or anything that has to do with you. It sucks, but it has to be done. I don't want to keep living this life for someone that never cared. But I don't want to keep living my life without you though. I don't want …

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Why We Hurt 💔

Pain can be So painful It can feel like a blade right through you. The worst kind of feeling in the world sometimes. Makes you just want to run away from everything or find somewhere to hide && never be found again. I lost something. I feel completely lost. Lost to the point where it …

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Growth

So for the past week or so, I have really been wanting to just sit down && write.. type.. whatever.. (you know what I mean... ) && here I am finally doing it! I don't really have a "theme" for this post but I am just generally in a good mood. Minus the fact of …

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Taking A Long Break To Live Like An Adult

Frick Frack Cadillac Look at that, Oh hey LaLa's Back (in actionnnnnnnnn) *screaming* HEYYYYYYYY How is everyone doing on this mighty fine day!? I'm going to assume everyone is in tip top amazingly fantesticle shape && feeling fabtastic on a stick. Now... Moving on to more important news. So I have been in my "first" …

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