Finding Strength

Struggling to keep my composure. Struggling to not think about you, or anything that has to do with you. It sucks, but it has to be done. I don't want to keep living this life for someone that never cared. But I don't want to keep living my life without you though. I don't want …

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Why We Hurt 💔

Pain can be So painful It can feel like a blade right through you. The worst kind of feeling in the world sometimes. Makes you just want to run away from everything or find somewhere to hide && never be found again. I lost something. I feel completely lost. Lost to the point where it …

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What is Writing…

Writing is the best form of communication for me. It doesn't mess me up. (It has my back.) Or have me stumbling over my own words. It doesn't make me look stupid or embarrassed. Or forget important information that could be lost in the heat of a communication. Writing to me is so powerful. Its …

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Coming to Terms (Me Myself && I)

Sometimes, if not most of the time, I hate that I am reminded of how alone I really am. (I know, I know, I'm always rambling on about the same old thing, cry me a river. blah blah blah bullshit) But seriously.. Not having that support system when you need it the most sucks. It's …

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Love, Love

I love love. I love seeing people happy together && just living the life they dreamed of. Happy I still wonder when I will be able to experience it for myself... Love that is.. And I am half hopeful that it might happen to me one day. One day 🙃 Today I had two different …

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