Delicate Time

I laid in bed, watching my fan for a good 15 minutes, just go back && forth, feeling the little bit of air every time it passed me. I felt nothing. I feel nothing. Maybe it's called emptiness? Maybe it is just all in my head? Or maybe it is just me finally realizing that …

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Finding Strength

Struggling to keep my composure. Struggling to not think about you, or anything that has to do with you. It sucks, but it has to be done. I don't want to keep living this life for someone that never cared. But I don't want to keep living my life without you though. I don't want …

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Why We Hurt 💔

Pain can be So painful It can feel like a blade right through you. The worst kind of feeling in the world sometimes. Makes you just want to run away from everything or find somewhere to hide && never be found again. I lost something. I feel completely lost. Lost to the point where it …

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Available

There is such a thing as being to available. I am one of those people. I am one of those people who always seems to be available.. Maybe because I haven't got anything else really going for me. I will sit in silence for so long just to hear any kind of notification.. ..half the …

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Coming to Terms (Me Myself && I)

Sometimes, if not most of the time, I hate that I am reminded of how alone I really am. (I know, I know, I'm always rambling on about the same old thing, cry me a river. blah blah blah bullshit) But seriously.. Not having that support system when you need it the most sucks. It's …

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