Finding Strength

Struggling to keep my composure. Struggling to not think about you, or anything that has to do with you. It sucks, but it has to be done. I don't want to keep living this life for someone that never cared. But I don't want to keep living my life without you though. I don't want …

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Breaking the Cycle

I've always had such a hard time. Breaking the Cycle It is an annoying habit to have, but sometimes you have to just bite the bullet && do what is best for you. Sometimes you have to go outside of your "mind" && look at things from a different perspective. I can tell you right …

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The Curse of the Heart

There's been way too many times where I felt like an idiot, I am true to my sign && it is unfortunate... too me anyways, How many chances is one willing to give && get nothing in return besides apologizes? Why is it that I am the last thing that matters? When nothing else is …

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Why the Fukk Do You Care?

LITERALLY! One of the things that I have never seemed to fully come to terms with over the past.. Lets just say many years... 🙂 … caring.. overthinking.. (perfect recipe for disaster right?) ha See here is the thing; We all think that we are so much different from everyone else, && that no one …

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Why We Hurt 💔

Pain can be So painful It can feel like a blade right through you. The worst kind of feeling in the world sometimes. Makes you just want to run away from everything or find somewhere to hide && never be found again. I lost something. I feel completely lost. Lost to the point where it …

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