Delicate Time

I laid in bed, watching my fan for a good 15 minutes, just go back && forth, feeling the little bit of air every time it passed me. I felt nothing. I feel nothing. Maybe it's called emptiness? Maybe it is just all in my head? Or maybe it is just me finally realizing that …

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Finding Strength

Struggling to keep my composure. Struggling to not think about you, or anything that has to do with you. It sucks, but it has to be done. I don't want to keep living this life for someone that never cared. But I don't want to keep living my life without you though. I don't want …

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Why We Hurt 💔

Pain can be So painful It can feel like a blade right through you. The worst kind of feeling in the world sometimes. Makes you just want to run away from everything or find somewhere to hide && never be found again. I lost something. I feel completely lost. Lost to the point where it …

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Closure

  I think I am ready to officially be done && close this chapter in my life. It has been a long 3 years but I think it is better if it ended this way. I know to you it doesn't matter much, but to me, I rather have some sort of closure. I swear …

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Thinking Out Loud

  Where is the closure? Where is the answers? Where were you? (..I am just thinking out loud...) I know the best thing for me is not to dwell on the things that should be left where they have landed. I know that for me to heal, I can't question anything. I have to let …

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