At The Top of The Hill

Sometimes,It is just easier to breathe when I am here. It is easier to breathe when I can take away the things that cause me pain. It's easier to smile when I’m here. It's easier to feel something when I’m here. Recently,I started going to the lake.I started going there when I was feeling low.I …

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No More Options

Giving people too many options is a terrible thing. It lets someone else control your "every move".. You base your day around the what if's when you know it's just something said to keep you holding on. Then. ...Well then your trapped. You find excuses for why things like this happen to you. When in …

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Finding Strength

Struggling to keep my composure. Struggling to not think about you, or anything that has to do with you. It sucks, but it has to be done. I don't want to keep living this life for someone that never cared. But I don't want to keep living my life without you though. I don't want …

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Breaking the Cycle

I've always had such a hard time. Breaking the Cycle It is an annoying habit to have, but sometimes you have to just bite the bullet && do what is best for you. Sometimes you have to go outside of your "mind" && look at things from a different perspective. I can tell you right …

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When I Grow Up

When I grow up... (As the Pussy Cat Dolls song plays in my head) I wanted to be so many different things && yet I did not become any of them...lol Besides a dope ass person.. ha (Guess I was dreaming way to big lol jk) But when we are kids we get asked that …

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