Rain

Can you think of something that brings a smile to your face. Perhaps something that can maybe just snap you out of a bad mood? We all have to have something that makes us feel that way. Something that knows just how to calm us down && know that everything is going to be okay. …

Continue reading Rain

No More Options

Giving people too many options is a terrible thing. It lets someone else control your "every move".. You base your day around the what if's when you know it's just something said to keep you holding on. Then. ...Well then your trapped. You find excuses for why things like this happen to you. When in …

Continue reading No More Options

Delicate Time

I laid in bed, watching my fan for a good 15 minutes, just go back && forth, feeling the little bit of air every time it passed me. I felt nothing. I feel nothing. Maybe it's called emptiness? Maybe it is just all in my head? Or maybe it is just me finally realizing that …

Continue reading Delicate Time

Finding Strength

Struggling to keep my composure. Struggling to not think about you, or anything that has to do with you. It sucks, but it has to be done. I don't want to keep living this life for someone that never cared. But I don't want to keep living my life without you though. I don't want …

Continue reading Finding Strength

Breaking the Cycle

I've always had such a hard time. Breaking the Cycle It is an annoying habit to have, but sometimes you have to just bite the bullet && do what is best for you. Sometimes you have to go outside of your "mind" && look at things from a different perspective. I can tell you right …

Continue reading Breaking the Cycle