Where did I miss the turn?
When did it all go wrong?
Why haven’t I been able to see past all the things that have blinded me for so long?
I swear that I am not asking for a lot.
Something that some might even take for granted.
I swear sometimes I feel like I could be in a movie.
You know the kind where everything just falls in to place like an amazing big fat fairy tale.
But then always.
When I am about to get to the good part it stops working….
The connection is lost..
I am lost..
It is basically like the end of the world…
Don’t we all want to be someone’s favorite good morning && favorite good night?
Or is that just me?
Sometimes more often than planned..
I crave that attention..
Probably because I never get it!
But I do welcome it, just not to anyone though,
Should I be that person in the movies who goes after what they want?
Or be that person who waits for it all to come to them ?
Both sound pretty unsure.
Let’s flip a coin && see if it will land on tails….
I always joke around && say that I will meet this person at the grocery.
We would be in the same aisle.
Reaching for the same item && actually touch hands &&
Then we have this great conversation && it turns out that we have a shit ton in common..
blah. blah. blah
&& live happily ever after….
Well to be more specific.
We would be in the soup aisle.
You will be reaching for a soup near the top.. eh maybe like a cream soup
&& I will reach for the same one.
Knowing damn well I don’t eat soup..
I was literally laughing the whole time while I wrote that last little bit,
(I just thought you would like to know that.)
But man, I really don’t know.
I feel like I am always talk about the same kind of things in my posts. But it is all at different times in the year or month or day, it is just a “common” topic for myself.
(Again… this is basically my journal for you to get lost in..)
You know we all go through these things in life && sometimes revisiting it seems to shed more light on to somethings && it all makes sense again.
I am patiently “waiting”
Sort of becoming impatient because time is ticking away.
What can you really do, settling is not an option for this fool!