This Post Makes No Sense, but That’s Besides the Point

Oh boy,
There is literally so much on my mind right now…

Question of the Day: Why do people suck.. sooooo much!? (lol don’t laugh this is suppose to be super serious.. and …action)

That sir or ma’am is a question that I think no one will ever have the answer to.

Sadly….

Or is it?

I guess it depends on how you look at it..
Oh well moving on…

So how was your day today? Mine was Wed-tastic! (See what I did there?.. oh it’s not good.. I’ll do a Shane Dawson and I’ll go home..lol)

I am pretty sure I gave fair warning of how my site was going to go down.. but I promise you will find it entertaining and end up loving it 🙂

Random thoughts:

I hate that it can be so difficult to get a point across.
I hate that when a question is asked I don’t always get an answer to it.
I hate having any time wasted.
I love talking about nothing what so ever.
I love being my own person, even when it feels like the end of the world.

The only thing that we can take from life is the experiences that we have and/or choose to encounter, do not let anyone make that choice for you. && do not let anyone take anything away from your life!

This post literally made no sense and I am still going to post it! 🙂

xoxoLaLa

 

This might sound crazy…

I don’t even know who you are

&& I’m already in love with everything about you

I can already feel my cheeks hurting from all the smiling I will do when I think of you

I am already looking forward to all the amazing things that we can do together, all the adventures and all the little things that will make us happy

I can already feel the warmth of your touch, for it has been missing for way too long

I can almost hear your words of sweet nothings as I talk to you every night

I can feel your hand to wipe away my tears of sadness when you must leave me for the night

I can hear you whisper good night as you close the door behind you

I can feel your heart beat through your chest as the speed matches mine!

I can almost hear your laughter as I tell you a little joke that was not that funny

I already appreciate you for supporting me in everything I’ve been wanting to accomplish

&& I appreciate your hugs after a long day

Thank you,
Whoever you are!

xoxoLaLa

Self Love

More and more I see people that are in relationships when they are not happy.
All because they don’t want to be alone.

But why?

Is being alone really that terrible sounding?
Is being alone really seen as being the end of the world?

For some people, I guess it is.
But being on this side of the fence it makes me happier knowing that I am happy with myself and not using someone to fake it. Not pretending to be happy.

Why do it to yourself?
Why do it to them?

Being happy and healthy should be number one always!
&& never let anyone tell you other wise because….

You. You come first! ❤

Which leads me to a dream I had the other night.
It felt so real it was crazy.

I had a dream that I married myself.

Yup. Married. Myself.

I had a wedding and everything and so many people came.

Not gonna lie though lol it still seemed weird but waking up after that

I had a lot more respect for myself and feeling the need to love myself more and appreciate time that I have to myself and just enjoy my life to the fullest

Some dreams happen for a reason

And some dreams are worth following.

Maybe not so much the marriage part though,
but you get my drift
#selflove

xoxoLaLa

Never Alone

For so long
I have been in a rut, trying to figure out,
Why.
Just a why in general

I have always been kindhearted when it comes to most things.
I think it is important to let someone know that they matter.
I think it is important to reach out to those you know and ask,
“How are you?”

I know it is not much but it is something,
It is not something that is hard to do,
In fact it is one of those things that people take for granted…. a lot 😦

Saying something as simple as “Hey, what’s up, how have you been?” Can give someone so much life and make their day a million and one times better! 🙂 🙂

But a lot of people unfortunately can not see that….
So many people are broken,
So many people are hopeless,
So many people are unloved….
So many people give kindness and get nothing in return
.. Just a simple read message,
And it kills them inside, but no one can see that, no one understands…

Or cares?

I can only speak for myself.
And for myself I will.

I found that I have been trying for so long to “sell” myself to people, for them to see
that I am actually a pretty cool person, who cares, who will pick you up when you are down, to give you life when you feel like all is lost.
To be by your side and make sure you conquer the world!

But none of that matters,
No one cares, because people only see what they want.
So many people are only in it for themselves…

This world is too big, to try and fit all the pieces together.
This world holds too much for you to lose yourself over the small things.

All you need is a smile,
I know that it might not seem like much but it can make you feel,

Wanted,
Loved,
Passion,
ALIVE!

Always remember that you do not have to walk this Earth thinking that you owe it something.
Never walk with your head down, for it should be held higher then the mountains.
Always keep that pretty smile of yours and never let it a frown peak through.
Never do the things that you don’t want to do.
Always love with your heart &&
Never let anyone else tell you otherwise

You got this, I promise!
(This is a post for myself and for anyone who needs to be lifted up. I cannot speak for anyone but myself, but I can let it be known that you are never alone! 🙂 )

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xoxoLaLa