The “Lucky” Lottery Ticket

So I brought a lottery ticket today in hopes that it would indeed change my life?

I say that with a question because I think that it is something that people usually hope for when they play? (shoulder shrug)

So I am clearly just following the crowd (well trying too)

I have this thing that I rather wait until I am home and all settled in and then I bust out the lottery ticket and scratch away.

It’s been years it feels like since I last played but I think I’ve become delusion with I don’t know, everything, that I feel like I could actually win (who doesn’t?)

(I can definitely assure you that I am not an addict, I swear!)

It is just one of those things I don’t mind spending like 5 bucks on once in a while.

Just to get it out of my head and off my mind

I know they say that when you feel like playing those are the best times to play and have a  better chance of winning but if that was the case wouldn’t we have all won something worth it every time?

lol NAHHHH, that makes way too much sense.

So anyways I got the ticket in a K Mart, I know like who still shops there? Is it even still a thing?


I only went in there to kill time (more like an hour and a half) while my car was getting an oil change and an inspection (…the struggle)

After walking through the store, seeing all these high ass prices for no reason, I finally made it back to civilization aka the main entrance/exit and saw the machine. It wasn’t the newer fancy ones that you can play the Power Ball on, but I ain’t picky

So I glance over the very slim pickings (they were literally like all out) and picked a $2.00 Monopoly ticket, I could of went more and got the $5.00 one but I didn’t feel the need to splurge.

So obviously being cheap I went with the $2.00 option, went outside. Sat on a bench
(I think it was for the bus) and debated for a few minutes if I wanted to collect my winnings now or wait for a surprise later.

I got antsy and scratched it there.

(I always scratch the regular numbers before revealing the winning numbers)
Scratched the first row, then the second, didn’t get the bonus so I scratch off the winning number of 5 and 7.

I looked over my ticked about 3 times (I don’t know why, it was literally like 10 numbers total) and didn’t win a god damn thing.


Was I surprised? Nope, not at all

At least it was only 2 bucks!

As the groundhog from PA says: “Keep on Scratching!”


Bring on the STORM!

Bring on the storm
Bring on the hurt
Bring on the pain
Bring on the sorrow

Let the tears stream down these cheeks upon your face
Let the words speak that have been hidden for so long

Release the anger that can no longer be built,
For it is ready to be torn down

Break down the walls that have held so much bullshit and lies
Break down the doors that have been blocked by knocks of anger

Destroy the hope that never was
Restore the heart that has fallen to pieces
Rebuild the life that has been lost

Release the suffering for one last cause
For it is time for you to rise

Bring on the smiles
Bring on the joy
Bring on the love that has been lost

Bring the heart that wishes to be mended
Spread the hope of one day feeling complete
Let out the tears of joy from releasement

For you have learned you are incredible