I got some news.
… well more like something to say/share.
&& as far as I know this could be helping someone out there who can relate to this situation…. or someone who is just really likes reading what I post! 🙂 (thumbs up)
First and foremost, I would like to state that I am an extremely caring person and do not like to let people down or anything of that nature. (its a gift && a curse) Even if a person does me wrong a billion times…. I just don’t have it in my heart to be the same way towards them and or go down to their level… I believe that everyone is the way they are for a reason && everyone gets certain things in life that “cater” to their personalities throughout life, whether they like it or not, it is what it is…
I have never really been the one to bring someone down….(if I care about them, obvi)
I mean I have no problem dragging someone through the gosh darn mud and back again followed by a sugar back slap…if need be, but there is always a reason if I feel the need too… 🙂 (big smile)
But I look at things like this.. life is sort of short. I mean it can literally seem to pass by within a blink of an eye. Then you look back and see all the time you wasted and the things you could of done but instead your mind was elsewhere.. it happens to the best of us. (believe me I know, Im just awesome.. moving on…)
One thing that I am slowly learning is that I have not been happy. Almost to the point where I didn’t even know what it is suppose to feel like. I mean you could always pretend like the cool kids, but it is important to know that you can’t try to make other people happy and not keep yourself happy. It is damn near impossible, because all the while that you are busting your ass to make someone feel special they could give two left nuts… (yes, both left nuts) about anything that has to do with you. You are then just a second option.
You know like when they only come around when it is convenient for them. Like for example, when you go to the store to go buy something but its too expensive and then you keep coming back to see if it went down in price and weeks later it finally does and then thats when your wanted. Yea, your that month old milk that was moved to the discount shelf… lol
But in all seriousness, you gotta think about yourself first..
1 million percent, you gotta come first….
&& you have to remember that you are the main chicken wang that matters!
No clucks about it.
Now how do you like them apples!